NOT EVERY DAY IS ROSY & DONATE PLATELETS

JUST heard on the news that tonight is a full moon. I guess that explains a lot. You’re probably thinking that I was crazy thinking that everyday was just going to be a piece a cake and full of humor and funny things that happen here at the hospital. Not so. I had a breakdown last night. I can’t pinpoint what caused it. I finally finished my first round of chemo so I should happy but I just felt trapped, sad and helpless. I know I am supposed to just sit here or lay here and rest and get better but that is easier said than done. Especially when you know you have all of these people around you doing everything else for you that you are used to doing yourself.

I woke up this morning to my finished chemo round, yay! But it really kicked me in the butt. I had a fever and almost passed out in the shower. Toss that modesty out the window! You don’t care who sees what when there is just black in front of your eyes. I finally came out of it but that certainly wiped me out for the majority of the morning. I slept more than I have slept in quite awhile here. The reasoning is that the effects of chemotherapy is cumulative, so now that I finally reached my last and final day, it really did me in.

I have felt better as the day has gone on. My fever did go away, which is good because fever can indicate an infection and that is the LAST thing that I need. That’s why everyone gets to wear the super cool gloves and mask when they come in my room.

You remember Dave's cool outfit

You remember Dave’s cool outfit

The best thing of the day so far so that I am not hooked up to Buddy Braun today! My chemo is done and I am still waiting for my platelets to come from the Red Cross so there is no reason for me to be hooked up! I feel free! I went for 2 lap walk around the hospital just because I didn’t have to push him! I feel like I’m cheating on him. Ha.

On the note of platelets…We always think about donating blood but rarely do you hear of people donating platelets. It doesn’t hurt and (from what I’ve been told) it only takes a bit longer than donating blood. There is a special type of platelets that I need and I have been waiting since 8 am this morning. Guess what?  They still aren’t available and its 4:45 pm. So if you have the time, consider donating platelets. There are countless people that can benefit from your donation.